Prompt 11 Alternative
While this year was a difficult year, I wouldn't say all was lost for me. While I did lose out on a lot of opportunities (volunteering, shadowing, etc.) that I was going to do to help me prepare for my medical school application, it ended up giving me a well needed expanse of time that I could spend at home to focus on studying the MCAT instead. Since no hospitals were offering opportunities (which makes sense in consideration of the patients and the medical staff), I had no choice but to give my undivided attention to the MCAT. Also, the MCAT was shortened, which was great since the length of time was so crazy to stay focused for (from 7 hours and 30 mins to 5 hours and 45 mins). I didn't realize how well and how long I could study until this past summer, which helped rid me of some of my own personal misconceptions of myself and my ability to focus. I think I was stretched so thin with all of the classes I took that I thought I had an inability to retain information well. It turns out that I am not as bad at studying that I thought I was. I know some people had difficulty with the online format, but honestly, I did a lot better with the switch online. I found that with little distractions in the classroom, I was quite good at studying. Of course, I missed the personal connections I had with others. But there was quite a difference in my concentration.
It was also the first summer of college that I was able to stay at home since I wasn't doing research or an internship, so I got to bond with my younger siblings a lot. I spent a lot of good quality time with my siblings that I didn't have before, and it made me really happy. We made a lot of good memories together and had a lot of fun at night when the three of us were done studying for the day. We learned a lot of recipes from the homeland together, played games, and watched a lot of Korean dramas and anime, so that was one good thing that came out of the pandemic. I got to show them shows that I loved to watch, so it was fun to connect with them. It hit me that I missed out on a lot of the formative years of their life (since I have a five and eight year age gap between me and them) because I was always busy getting ready for college or medical school, so honestly, it was a good time of reflection since I had not been at our new home more than three weeks since I had left for college. I had always talked to my older sister, but I realized that I had allowed time and distance to be between me and my younger siblings.
This past year changed me for the better since it showed me how tweaking the way I spend my time can help my studying and my personal life. I am much better at blocking out my time now, so it was nice to take this time and slow down for a little and prioritize my own mental health and my family. Of course there were obstacles in my life as well throughout this pandemic; many difficult things out of my control occurred, but I disagree that this was a lost year.

One thing I've learned is that you never have as much time as you think you do with the people you love. Spend as much time with family as possible. Good luck with MCAT stuff!
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